This thing is for letting out my feelings right? Well then ill go do that
I hate it when people have their cousins, and grandparents, and Aunts and uncles all live nearby or in the state, but they never visit them!
You people should feel lucky that they live in the state and speak your language!
Whereas for me, my whole family lives in Poland and I never see them and rarely talk to them. When I do though, they think I don't understand them because I don't talk very much and it hurts, more then they know.
I understand everything everyone says in Polish but it's just hard for me to say stuff back because I'm not fluent in the language but I can speak it pretty well!
And, im not writing this so you can feel bad for me (because I know that tons of you probably have the same situation and if you do, I feel you bruh and bear through it! It'll get better)
Im writing this to tell you that not everyone is as lucky as you are to have your whole family living so close by! And I know some of you have that situation where some members of your family are dangerous or something but that's a totally different thing ok?
And also, it's hard to bond with my cousins and stuff because sometimes they don't think that I understand anything in Polish and don't belive me when I say I do understand everything and then they don't talk to me, or, they don't understand what I'm saying! (since to them, I probably have a thick American accent XD) But nevertheless, we all try and I guess that's good enough for me!
All im saying is that of your lucky enough to have your cousins and such living close by and they speak your language, please do visit with them and stuff! You are very lucky and I really hope that you spend as much time as possible with them!
(sorry this journals kinda long. And this was not meant to criticize anyone it was just a point I was trying to make)